Okay, so here's my first short writeup

I stared at my bloodied hands. I felt empty, except for one thing I knew I was experiencing. Horror. The only thing I felt was horror. Then came terror and fear. I did not believe that I could do this. I did not know I even had the courage to do this. Images flashed through my mind. My father, face red turning to purple, full of fury. My mother, tears swimming in her eyes and about to spill out of the corners. Her father, angry, thinking about vengence. Her mother, wailing, mourning over her death. Her brother,…
I tried not to think about her brother. I tried. I’d tried. I did everything I could to stop thinking about her brother. But I couldn’t. It was far too much than I could even bear. Her brother, frowning, unbelieving, feeling betrayed, not trusting… Not trusting me.
I sat down on the floor, next to her. I took her hand and kissed her long thin fingers. My tears plopped onto her hand. I placed it back next to her. Her face was so peaceful, so quiet, so… beautiful. Why did I do it? WHY!!! I screamed, I cursed, I blamed myself from inside my head.
By now, my tears were unstoppable. It spilled onto the ground, splashing against the pool of blood, splashing on me. I paused. I had to clean the place up, I had to. I had no choice. I sat up, and looked at her face. My hands fingered towards her stomach. My fingers gribbed the hilt of the knife, and I pulled it out.
I washed the cloth in the sink, and wiped away the blood on her face moodily. Her last words kept repeating itself in my mind. ‘I am so sorry, C-’ that was what she said to me. I sobbed. She shouldn’t be the one apologising. I was the one at fault. Why? Why didn’t she defend herself? WHY!!!
I gave up cleaning the place up after much difficulty trying to, and sat there expressionless. Let the police come. I thought. It’s my fault. Let them come. I leaned forward and kissed her forehead and sighed.
I killed my best friend.

New blog

Hi Everyone!
This is what my friends said to me on MSN a moment ago:

<3katsa<3: I soooooooo luuurve GRACELING
$iao$iaoGurl: U goin crazy already bah...
<3katsa<3: I'm not. U noe I m juz a bk freak. I m goin 2 create a new blog
$iao$iaoGurl: 4 wat?
<3katsa<3: 4 my own stories lah

Ok, so this is part of the reason why I created another blog. I am going to pen down all my ideas here, so when I grow up to really become a novelist, I can continue from the ideas I wrote here!
Hope everyone can comment on my writings!
~Katsa<3